oh man.. last week n this week has been very hectic 4 me... 2dae my back was pain... which i found out was actually my kidney.... lol.... left half way after accounting tutorial to go 2 the hospital cuz i was in alot of pain..

finally, i got 2 see a specialist, which in this case is a urologist.... ahaha... i finally got 2 understand those x-ray n ct-kmd scan tt i had last week... in the x-ray, the stone was so small lor, like a dot, i dont even understand y they took the x-ray... while the ct scan shows a much clearer pic of my stomach... it shows my stone clearly n i realised tt my kidney is swollen due to the stone, as it somehow block my urinary tract dere(dunno how 2 spell it)... my beautiful illlustration! :)

den the urologist tell me so many ways tt it could b destroyed. the easiest being taking medicine 2 dissolve it, but he says it's hard, cuz my kidney is swollen. while the other extreme was operating.... den in between haf shockwave therapy, aka lithotrispy. :S but he also sae quite hard cuz the stone quite small.. but possible... den comes the sick part whr they insert long poles or sticks into ur body n hook it out, or push it back into the kidney, or drill a hole (??) at the side n pock ur kidney n take it out from dere... so many freaking painful ways, which after seeing the instruments he would b using, i wanted 2 faint... haiz.... now i really dunno wad 2 do... i dont wan 2 go thr all those procedures.... argh!!! now i'm constantly in pain, cuz my kidney is fat n swollen.. lol... i juz hope smth gd will happen like the stone will disappear or smth... :(

died @ 8:37 PM