y do i always haf 2 end the week feelin down n bad... WHY?!??!?!?!?! arghhh... the endin of the past 2 weeks was horrible, which makes e feel tt the week suxs, but actually it doesnt really sux..
i juz cant take it anymore!! how i wish it was back in my sec sch days, when everything was much nicer n fun... when i was always wit my frens crappin n playin... now everything's diff... the onli time i could really feel happi n relax is during weekends... hhahha... i need smth 2 cheer me up...
i juz wish my life could b back the way it was, whr i could b so care-free n not care abt anything... the last few days or weeks, i'm actually feelin stressed up 4 the 1st time.. neva in my life was i so stressed up tt i feel so many shit feelings... haiz.. mayb i really neva experience this part of life yet.... now i understand y some ppl feel is way alr...
i'm not myself lately.. i keep havin strange feelings... it's more like mood swings.. haha.. 2 second mood swings according 2 glen.... lol.... i really wish i could stop feelin this shitiness.... i really dunno wad 2 do... mayb God wants me to learn smth or tellin me smth...
its confusing sometimes... i really dunno wad 2 do... i wan 2 feeel happi n crazy again like b4... i juz wish everything will b beta tmr onwards n continue 2 b gd... i really cannot take it anymore...
